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Thanks. Its breaking my heart. They can feed her (thankfully) through the feeding tube. But I dont want that to be a forever thing. So, I am hoping we will have more answers to our hypothesis's...
Im so scared. Worried. Stressed. Hurt. Confused. Tired. And I can only begin to imagine what Roxy is going through... Scared... hurting... suffering?... exhausted...
She gets excited when she see's mommy. Because she knows for an hour, mommy will hold her, love her, and allow her to sleep soundly. And that makes me happy, and depressed at the same time. I wish I could be with her more... but they take her away. Week days your only allowed an hr. weekends your allowed two. Its heart wrenching.
Not sure how much more both of us can handle. I just pray we get through this quickly, and that she is all better, and this is a distant memory.
Thanks for letting me vent. There is so much going on, and I haven't been able to get a lot off my mind.
I just hope that everything I am doing is right for her. I am second guessing myself every step of the way. Wondering if I didnt do this... this wouldnt have happened... If I had only watched her that wouldnt have happened... if only.