as some of you might know, I've been waiting for this delivery since the day the ovules have been fertilized!
Now I'm anxiously
waiting, cause this week is THE week. I definitely want a boy and am freaking out, cause there seem to be only 2 puppies in the belly!!! (X-Ray). I wanted to post my very first thread with 'great news' about my born puppy, but now I'm SO nervous and posted this one cause I don't even know if he exists.
I know that many people have to wait months-years for the 'right' dog, but I've already waited 20 years to be able to get one and another 3 months for his delivery. Oh God, I feel so stupid
, but I'd be very sad, if it won't work out this time!
My breeder is going in for another X-Ray today, if the mommy didn't deliver over night (I don't know yet) to make sure, the mommy and puppies will be safe due to the big size of the 2 puppets.
I guess all I can do right now is pray, hope, wait and start back my studies for distraction, but it's SOOO hard on me.