What a horrendous blow...I cannot even imagine it. A gorgeous young dog in the prime of life.“A gut punch” is an accurate description for the shock of a HSA diagnosis for our beloved pups. Our choice for euthanasia was to have a vet come to our home. Rexy left peacefully in my arms. My thoughts are with you and Oliver. I “what if”d myself to bits for months. Don’t do that to yourself.